I write.
I write because the words I want to say remain jumbled in my mind, the voices repeating themselves again and again – so loudly yet remaining silent. Taunting me with the “you should have said this” and “you could have responded with that”. Hindsight. I want to feel the joy when I say it like I meant it and you get it like I intended it and we connect – even just for a little while.
I write so my heart aches less and to fill the void in my soul. To release build up of pain and bottling of frustration. I want to feed the juices that run through me, feel the buzz, rejoice in the energy.
I write to hide from my world. The judging eyes and piercing lips that with just a few sounds can crush my spirit. I want to feel unchained and winged. To say what I want without the fear of politics or religion or love getting in the way.
I write to be the many sides of me. To be more than my big brain or small body. I want to be multi-dimensional and fluid. The happy, the angry, the strong, the lonely.
I write because I can. Because I can’t say. Because you don’t see. Because we don’t listen.
Can realte big time 👆
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I can relate so much in fact, I spelt it realte 😑😑😑
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Lool!
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Ironic given this piece was about writing 😖
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They don’t let you edit comments!
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Reading this i realized that i feel the same but could never express it so nicely.
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Thank you! I’m sure you can express things in ways I’m unable
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Oh, the smart retort in hindsight… sigh.
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I am so witty, smart and hilarious in hindsight.
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