I am so very grateful. I have fallen fallen fallen deep in love. My heart has known joy I did not think it would ever know again. And in that my family have opened their arms. I have found new families and purposes in ways I thought were past me. The longing for belonging is something I still yearn for but I can see it is within my reach. I am satisfied at work and have developed a plan – no longer desperate to get out. The puzzles are being pieced back together and the picture they reveal is wholesome and warm. Everything will be ok. I am so very hopeful.